With Лёней we have got acquainted purely casually. It has turned out so, that its friend kept ringing to me and has suggested to meet. And with itself(himself) it has resulted it. First I even somehow did not notice it. Began to meet from Pashas (we have met it week and have left). After that our paths have dispersed every which way. We were, of course, crossed seldom, but only greetings and пака. First it has not liked me, and somehow I did not notice it.
But here in one fine winter evening I with the girlfriend have decided to drink, and we have gone to our well-known garden (in this garden all our company gathers). And there there was it with the friend (Колей). We at first have chatted in a garden, and then have gone to be heated in a front door.  There have simply stood and побесились it is sensitive. After I them has asked to spend me to the house. We, as well as it is necessary have exchanged телефончиками and have dispersed.
After that we saw every day. Called up very often. So has passed, if I am done not brought by memory, week. And in one fine day, on February, 23rd, (my birthday), he has suggested me to meet. You likely ask a question: whether "I Wanted it" - and I with confidence can tell yes wanted. I only also waited for it. I hoped, that I too like it, and even cried because of it.
We began to meet it, saw every day. All went very in a fantastic way. I did not dream to grow fond at all of it, I did not think of it. We walked always contain, it came to me. Almost every week тусовались at Коляна at home. To us it was very good together. Certainly we as well as other steams quarrelled, sometimes even попустикам, but we were always reconciled. I was said by all its friends, that after a meeting with me it has changed, became much better. When it met girls earlier, them when did not see contain. Friends spoke, if he leaves me, they to it will tear off a head. But, as well as it was required to prove, the happiness cannot last eternally.
We met it six months and have left. And business was so: "in one fine spring evening we as always walked contain. I have gone, to chat with the girl-friends, and it with Колей somewhere have left. I as well as am necessary girls have called and have learnt where it has left (it has followed the friend), I have certainly asked, whether it will return here, but in the answer I have heard was not present. I was certainly afflicted. But as I have understood, this day I was waited still by surprises. I have walked with the girlfriend on a city and have returned back to a garden. And there there was it. I have, of course, become stupid from such, was developed and have left home for a dog. I have certainly returned there and have seen it in drunk a condition. I, indifferently, have sat with the company, and is then cunning. After that I have sent to it sms where has asked, he with me wishes to continue relations any. He has certainly answered and has told, that wishes to continue friendly relations. But before it I have still asked a question:" who to you is more important friends or I? " He has answered, that friends. After that we have left it "
I did not call to it. Only it turned out so, that met in the company. But I did not show the feelings, the pain. I became very cheerful and cheerful. He certainly noticed it. After that he начел to call to me in a drunk condition and has reached that we have sent each other. I it have asked to forget me and to forget a phone number. But as it has appeared is it was very difficult. When it passed to other tariff instantly called to me or sent sms. Me on the one hand it pleased (from its party it designated, that he has not forgotten me till now and to care of me), and on the other hand it enraged me (since I tried to forget it, and it reminded me of itself(himself)). Then I have learnt, that he began to drink and smoke a grass much. To me it was, of course, terrible for it, but I that could not to do that.
Has passed somewhere one and a half month after parting and we with it were crossed again. We talked to it somewhere about an hour about our relations and have decided to meet again (but we together were not in sober a condition). We have met all the day and that the friend, to the friend not having told, have left.
After that I did not hate it and did not wish to see, but when he about it has learnt - he has wanted to meet and talk. At first we have discussed with it by phone, he to me has told, that I very much like it. And we have transferred the second part of conversation. I have, of course, met it, we have easy talked to it, and he has asked to give it the second chance. I have thought and have told "Yes". And it was the fatal flaw.
This day it to me has not approached and has again disappeared in the unknown person a direction, I have certainly called it and have asked where it, he has told that far. Well somehow to me it became insulting, that I its girl sit here, and it has left with other girls and guys. So it was insulting. Next day we have phoned to it, and he has told, that does not want what relations.
After that I have ceased to trust guys!!! Simply now so тошно from one kind of guys. Yes I confess to me have hurt, my pain will soon cease, but I when I can not forget it, that and unique favourite guy. I certainly tried envy any relations after our separation but that it has not turned out. I feel, that, something not.
And now it is necessary to live with this pain and insult till the end of the life!!! LIFE ПРОДОЛЖАЕТЬСЯ, IT goes FORWARD!!!!
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