All it has begun for a long time already. Аня (It) and Рафик (It), met and I
I am for both of them the BEST girlfriend. We are on friendly terms for a long time, we and one more
The guy-leha. Раф to me always told about its feelings to Аньке, all
That felt, all that thought.... ALL! Анька too to me told
Everything, to most мелочушек! They loved each other also I was the keeper
All of them secrets.
At that time and I had which guy I very much loved, with which we
Met year. We often walked with Аней and Рафом and Лехой.... Perfectly
Got on, were on friendly terms, cheerfully spent time. At me even мыслине
Arose, that all can so to turn over!
It was per day birth Лехи. We have gone to cinema on 9th роту, but we
Have gone a little not full structure. Аня and my guy were late a little
And we have gone to studio with Лехой and Рафом. We went, talked,
Joked, sang, simply played the fool. I went on серединке and all time
Looked aside Рафа, I simply liked to look at it. And
Suddenly in heart something has missed a bit, since then in a head one thought - IT.
 We have come to cinema, Раф has called Ане, and it has appeared not with my guy
In general it is not known where, and here have begun бесспокойства and nerves. Раф the beginnings
To shout, swear and they with Аней that day have largely quarrelled.
So happens, that Аня that evening remained with my guy (it it
успакаивал), and I as you likely have already understood, with Рафиком. We sat
Three together (I Леха and it) at his place. It long could not reconcile, that all
So, was nervous, even cried, smoked one cigarette for another.
Here has called Аня, Раф has instantly run up to phone, but again
Conversation has ended with scandal.
Раф has left on kitchen, and we with Лешиком remained in a room. Suddenly we
Have heard that on kitchen something has broken... I have asked Леху to sit in
To room, and itself has run to look, that happens...
Раф sat on a floor at a heap of the broken plates and on the person slid quietly
Teardrops, and very silently he whispered "it me has betrayed... She has betrayed me"
I have rushed to it have pressed it to myself more strong and have started to roar together with
It! So we have stayed minutes 10.... For these 10 minutes I have listened many,
But I supported it, успакаивала... To me was sick to look as it
Perishes inside! Further all has ceased, but now all so is cold. We
We do not walk any more ALL together, we are not on friendly terms as earlier all TOGETHER!
I on the former love Аньку and more time I spend with it, but also with Рафом
Not less often!
Now in me he sees the rescuer, sister, the closest
The person..... But not as the beloved. Probably he has got used to thought,
That we heroes of different novels... That we only friends. BUT I WANT IT! I
I wish to be with it!
The girlfriend does not know about it and does not learn. Likely nobody learns. I
I will try to forget, live further, but near to it marching in step as well as
Earlier.
Whether I do not know I will take out such test, but I will try to make it
For the sake of IT! I know, we cannot be together, but after all heart and
Reaches for it, lips and наровят to kiss him, hands and
To last to caress it, feet and go in its direction
At home... Here so likely still for a long time I will be only the girlfriend, which always
Nearby... Which will always caress, will embrace, will support and успакоит in
The necessary moment.
Well if it nevertheless comes on this site both will see this letter and will understand,
Who wrote it and about what I will not regret! I will not be отрецать
ниединого words!
Раф, I love you, I wish to be with you. I жаждую you, I breathe you,
I live you, I dream of you..... You for me are all WORLD!!!!
Свинка my favourite, it is simple me for all good and for all bad! If
You will decide after прочитаного to forget about me, not to know me more, not
To see, I will understand you and as always I will support!
Be happy! I love you!
Комменатрии users: Name: клуня
I unfortunately, now am in a similar situation. I simply friend. But all can will change. The life is artful and unpredictable. :)
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